Generally I don't get caught up in what others have. I get you will be shown the best bits of their lives , not the anoyance but yet I've had a taste of it recently. Of watching others growing gardens full of beautiful fruit and vegetables , with their kids helping and even lighting fires(relax ,his mother was watching him) or having huge birthday parties or getting more qualifications. I'm not usually like this. I feel I'm stagnating. I don't want to 'waste' anymore money or time doing doing courses that I don't really do much with after . Even if I do enjoy the classes and the journey through them. I don't enjoy talking about what I'm doing now with my life. I get pidgeon holed as I don't really have a canned answer. I probably should work at that as the questions are inevevitable.
I have missed a day posting a blog , I'm attempting to publish on every day. Done rather than perfect.I find that my family always seem to need to talk to me or want something if I start typing. Scrolling through the internet doesn't seem to have the same effect. It happened too when I had my teeny bit of a garden. But really I do waste time when I'm on my own. Yup, same 24 hours as everyone else, many perks that others don't have. On the flip side I don;t have the skillls networking or otherwise that others excell at.
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