New years already !!!

Why does it feel like it just turned 2017? Its weird , I feel a bit sad in a way, morbid in fact. Was thinking about things that have changed and people who have passed away over the last few years. Almost sick of drinking and eating. Not particularly superstitious but I have food in the fridge and presses starting off and did some tidying/clean up as the Organic Farmer thinks you should start the year off as you mean to go on. As in your debts payed and had it out with whoever you had issues with. No point in leaving it fester into the New Year. I owe nothing but started off oddly with some family members as they are going to life changes so can't really be expecting them to still mind me. I should really be over that anyway . Still when you are grown up you still think they should be minding you

Season over

Christmas is over -its sort of a feeling of relief combed with anti climax after all the build up It can be sad too-people are missing. You grow up and realise how much things cost so no longer ask for what you really want. You buy stuff for those you like but also those you feel obligated to. You buy enough sweets and drink in case someone calls but they never eat it all , so you do instead. Gifts you think people will love they dont care about and things that were an after thought are treasured . Hard to know. I wasn't too pushed this year, happy because I have enough , jaded as its the same every year but I don't think I want change it either

Life is ever evolving.People you thought would be together (or tolerate eachother) forever split,unlikely couples get together ,pregnancies are unexpected ,longed for or unwanted.Mummy bloggers are on the rise (I' m using all of the clichés today) .A picture of a poo on a windowsill went viral.A Daily newspaper seems to be gathering most of its topics from these blogs and using it to condemn sthe slummy mummies.I read them,laughing yet cringing .I think I would die or be killed by my family for sharing so much.Lots of these clever women are now monetizating their blogs  through books and merchandise. They usually donate a percentage to a cause.For Part Time Working Mummy it' s a domestic violence charity ,for The Unmummsy Mum it's a pregnancycle loss charity and for Constance Hall it' a home for abused gilts in Africa.And they write in different styles but all well-you can understand their point of view even if you don' t agree with them.