New years already !!!

Why does it feel like it just turned 2017? Its weird , I feel a bit sad in a way, morbid in fact. Was thinking about things that have changed and people who have passed away over the last few years. Almost sick of drinking and eating. Not particularly superstitious but I have food in the fridge and presses starting off and did some tidying/clean up as the Organic Farmer thinks you should start the year off as you mean to go on. As in your debts payed and had it out with whoever you had issues with. No point in leaving it fester into the New Year. I owe nothing but started off oddly with some family members as they are going to life changes so can't really be expecting them to still mind me. I should really be over that anyway . Still when you are grown up you still think they should be minding you