Season over

Christmas is over -its sort of a feeling of relief combed with anti climax after all the build up It can be sad too-people are missing. You grow up and realise how much things cost so no longer ask for what you really want. You buy stuff for those you like but also those you feel obligated to. You buy enough sweets and drink in case someone calls but they never eat it all , so you do instead. Gifts you think people will love they dont care about and things that were an after thought are treasured . Hard to know. I wasn't too pushed this year, happy because I have enough , jaded as its the same every year but I don't think I want change it either