Moods and feelings

I know our thoughts are supposed to control our moods and actions. That feelings and moods are generally fleeting. Yet tody my daughter are prickly. It didn't help that the Organic Farmer likes to wind when we arn't in the best form. I don't need him to tiptoe around us but not deliberatly rattling the cage would be great. We had loosely planned to go shopping to get her an outfit( I sound like an aul wan) for a wedding. After that neither of us could be bothered going. I'll do exciting things like laundry instead. A bit of a cliche -Irish Mamies obsessed with 'great drying'. Sad but true as we have been having a sunny spell to the point of draught in parts. But we all have dry clothes.Not completly unstained though, I'm a bit rubbish at getting out mud from football and bolognese. My whites are a bit off.I havn't resorting to boiling my washing yet. Might boil my head instead. I don't care, I have unworn stuff in the wardrobe and heels I can't walk in. I am resigned to just putting something on as I hate shopping when I actually have to buy something. I like when you have a voucher and your jeans or favourite boots are wearing out but still wearable . You have time and are in no rush. Your voucher is a One4All so you laods of shops to look in. Generally you search for something very similar to the originals and often its the first thing you try on. It's perfect and the cycle beggins again. Occasion wear is a pain in the ass. Your realtives nitpick about you being overdressed or undressed, ask you what it cost without revealing their spend, tell you would look better with your hair up/down basically the opposite of what you have, ditto with make up and spray tan. Maybe I'm just crap at this. So many men and women love getting dressed up ,enjoy the buikd up and the actual event. I like part of the event. I like seeing the people I like and talking for a bit. I have to watch that I drink a very moderate amount. Just enough to quel the social anxity yet not enough to make an arse of myslef. The struggle is real.