Winter is coming

'Winter is coming' .My daughter keeps saying this even though she has never seen Game of Thrones. Back to school Wednesday and the thought of it is too much. Everytime I mention trying on school pants etc , She can't even listen to me. She reckons they fit but I think she's wedged into them since last year as they are an odd fit with small waists and long legs. There more designed for somone of Super Model proportions , which some teens may be , but not the average ones. I will get a back up pair in case her arse does come out though them. If they could rip at home better again. She has everything since last year and no notions of buying new. In primary school new school bags , pencil cases etc were frequently bought as they were smaller, cheaper and wore out faster. They liked showing off new stuff, teens don't care about that.
I'm thinking more about her growing up and my own mortality.She's 13 now so I would like to be around for her for another while anyway. My significant other had a bit of a scare with his heart,turned out to be fine, but not so much his blood pressure. So I have to step up  a bit as he generally minds me. He thinks noboby can do anything but himself so now he will have to rethink this. I wish you could buy such a thing as a Farm Relief voucher, that stressed out farmers could cash to get extra help when needed . And that it could become such a 'thing' that it would be perfectly acceptable to say you were given one a nd used it when the work load was too much(or you just wanted a holiday). Alas I don't think it will cath on but maybe I should suggest it to Fam Relief providers for the Christmas market?Well if you can buy cows for a famr in Africa, why not?I probably should get a check up myself , high cholestrol runs in my family and a trip to thee dentist wouldn't go amiss. Especially as bacteria in your teeth can cause problems  heart problems. Or maybe we're all just fucked and should give up. Those that minded themselves died too