Pressure

Two bathrooms being renovated , The organic Farmer is stressed. Its another thing underway on the list and wouldn't be done except for The Visitors. I fed him and the the builders 3 times today then abandoned him for football training(for my 13 year old not me)  . Sometimes he says whats the point of me if I'm always gone? Tis an exaggeration but yeah am out a few nights running her here and there. I did call to his Mother though and bring him rum so that improved the mood. It'll be fab when the bathrooms are done-it'll have a knock on effect. Usually everything looks worse first , rubble, dust 'Why did I even start???. But it's like that with everything , if you knew what was ahead of you, you'd never start. Same goes for relationships. I have the Airbnb house and he has his shed.

Now the rum has run dry, high blood pressure has kicked in and I have to mind him a bit. I fed them what I was asked, sausages, rashers etc. I did a tray bake in the evening as I had to use up things and The Plumber ate that mostly. But everything had plenty of salt so now I have to use other spices and flavours, less sugar and fat. Actually frightening when you start reading labels. There's still salt in some of the things I'm using up from the freezer but I'm not adding it or butter tot the sides and carbs.Some things have been a success, not s much others. He is surviving anyway